October 22, 2007, 10:15pm

Nightmares... ai. Never remember what the content of argument was. Only woke up with all the stress and tension.

So, I lived with such a high level of tension for years? This is pretty incredible how I tolerated that.

Well, I don't want this anymore in my life. I have no idea what made my mom to make the hell out of me. Never mind. I will not give her any chance to hurt me again.