Thursday, July 17, 2008

July 17, 2008, 11:49pm

Saw the bright full moon out there after dinner. I waited for an hour and finally the cloud's gone.

This view resembles a picture I colored when I was seeing the stupid counselor in Hong Kong. I drew a semi-full moon and a star beside it. She took my picture as evidence that I have too high an expectation for myself that I am picking stars. She also said I have a gloomy view, well, look at the dark background.

I think I said, what's wrong about picking stars? I want to pick stars. There're so many people trying to pick stars.

I remember she said something like, those people pick stars. You don't have to.

I probably said, I want to pick stars. Why am I not the one trying?

She's just picking things to support her opinions of me. I had other pictures of bright colors. Well, yes, there're times you can see the moon in the morning. But what's the problem to draw a prototypical moon with a dark background? I still remember I colored the sky with a dark violet pencil. I didn't even use black.

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但願人長久, 千里共嬋娟.

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For that stupid counselor, I wish she'll see a bright full moon in a bright night sky, as bright as the sky at noon.

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