April 24, 2007, 5:50pm

Nightmare...

It's my brother. I was in the bathroom and he came in. Not that he came in accidentally then apologize a million times and rushed out. He came in and he was there washing his hands. And this is OK for him!

This is all the intrusion that I had experienced when I was living with all those crazy people. They are all crazy. They don't respect me. They don't respect themselves.

All three of them go to the bathroom without shutting the door. And my desk was right outside the bathroom in the balcony only 3 feets away.

One time my father had the door half shut. I was not aware that he's in there. Then he was yelling at me that I openned the door when he's in there. Come on, who on earth would go pee without closing the door? Who on earth would know someone's in the bathroom when the door was not closed?

Then my mother added salt to the wound and said how come I didn't know. How would I know? Do I have to follow all three of you crazy suckheads around in the damn place? Why don't you shut the door?

I have no idea how these people can do disrespectful things like this. I feel like they're peeing on me.

For a long time I felt like maybe I was the oddball. Maybe it's me who's a difficult person to live with. But come on, I live with my roommate here and I don't have terrible things like this happening to me at all.

I don't understand this. I don't want to understand them. I just want them far away. Don't disturb me.