November 23, 2005, 5:59pm

Hey, I was in the driver's seat just now! A friend took me out driving for 30 minutes. I hit the curb two times!!!

Anyways, actually doing that feels like it's something that can be accomplished.

I was rather depressed the whole day before driving. My supervisor brought her 4-year-old daughter to class to demonstrate many of the tests we learnt in books. It's fun to see her actually making the mistakes consistently. But whenever I'm studying about kids and families, my family is always in the undesirable side. I always feel the pain and find nowhere to go and don't know what I can do to help myself.

So, I went home after class and slept for five hours. Still feeling sick and sad. Then my friend called and we're out driving. My world becomes bright again!

I think I need the insight. I know what I don't want in my life. I don't want my past to keep dragging me down. I need to envision that my life can be better, step by step.