January 10, 2007, 1:05am

It's going to snow this Thursday. Got to get up early tomorrow and go grocery shopping. Then go to work.

My roommate's getting a cold. She said she's crying... I really don't understand. How can some other people cry so easily? How do they get the tears out? My counselor has been trying to convince me to feel my sadness but I still don't feel anything.

I didn't have any tear when I was not able to walk. Or walking with pain every single step. Everyone got a cold once a while and I really don't know why my roommate can cry because of getting a cold.

It doesn't mean that I don't say kind words to her or I don't remind her to dress warm and take medicine. Everyone got to learn how to take care of themselves when they have a cold. When all these are done, just go to bed. Sure she will get well sooner or later. I really don't know why it worths a tear because of the fever, headache, and feeling cold.

It's just a cold. This is Colorado winter. It's below 0C most of the time. What else can I expect? Only if I can think or feel like her, maybe I can do what my counselor told me to try...