March 22, 2007, 11:24pm

Sucks. Was having a nightmare this morning...

So, my brother had liver cancer and died. No one told me about this. I knew only when he's dead. Come on, I know a HKU professor working on new technology to treat liver cancer.

I was angry and frustrated, as in real life. This is crazy. Why am I left out? Why can't they look for resources and help themselves?

My brother hurt his thumb and was in the hospital for two days during SARS. He said he wanted to go to the hospital the first night he's back. It's around 2am. Prince of Wales was closed so I called Nethersole. The EM in Nethersole was in service. So, I gave him money and asked him to take a taxi and go.

My mother said, no, it's far away.

Sucks. So, he didn't go.

How far is it to go to Tai Po from Sha Tin? 20 minutes!

Sucks. Why do I bother about them? They're hopeless.