November 13, 2006, 10:30pm

I don't understand. I remember somehow a TV show or whatever said that Einstein published a paper in a few pages and that turned our understanding of the world up-side-down. He had no references.

I feel like I'm so stupid here. I write and write and write for so many pages. I have to keep a complete record of all the references. I have to be very meticulous about spell-check and the years of publication etc.

Why do I have to do all these? Why I simply cannot come up with a good enough idea if not a briliant one that can change the world?

What am I doing? Why do I have to write so many papers? Why do they require so many pages for so many papers?

My brain has stopped functioning...