November 23, 2006, 1:24pm

Leanne, I will find time to "boil" One Liter of Tears! I was up until 3am searching the clips...

Just too bad... I felt the fear and pain when Aya's trying to take the steps down in the zoo... Someone should beat up that guy who pushed her.

So, friends, did you feel embarrassed walking around with me when I was crippling? I can stand and walk straight now though there's always pain. And my knees are still swollen after the hike last Saturday.

Sophia, I went to Macau with you and I had to use the walking stick. Did you feel like to walk away?

Leanne, I couldn't walk more than 30 minutes without complaints. And I got to find a place to sit down. Was I a pain or trouble?

How come the focus is on how Aya was struggling. What about what those pain-free strangers around? Can they think about what they can do to make lives easier for people with disabilities?

I'll write about what I feel about Aya's family later. I'm feeling very bad now. How come I didn't have anyone to support me in the family when I was not able to lift my own legs. My mother was scolding me about doing physical therapy. She said it's no use. Yeah, I bet she thinks she knows better than the orthopedics doctor and physical therapists.