October 11, 2006, 12:00am

I could have died. I don't know how I did that. I drove in the dark without any headlight.

So, this is my first time to drive in the dark. I only drove in the dark in Florida with knowlegeable drivers sitting beside me to remind me about lights etc.

This evening, I drove on my own, with my roommate. She didn't know how to drive.

I couldn't see. It's a lot of mist on the window when I was out of the parking lot. I couldn't see the lines then I realized I was on the left lane. This is crazy.

So, I found a parking lot to stop. My roommate and I cleaned the front and back windows. Then, I was too anxious and forgot to have the headlights on.

I made it close to my apartment. God knows how I did that. Then a police car stopped me.

I asked the cop how I could remove the mist and have the headlights on. He's patient enough to answer all my questions.

I still cannot believe I'm alive. I don't know what to do to be sure I'm not dead.

Now I cannot eat. I cannot think. But I have my midterm to do this Thursday.