October 6, 2006, 11:20pm

I slept like dead after my presentation. Only woke up hearing the fireworks. It's the CSU homecoming this weekend.

So, it's cloudy tonight. The moon's behind the clouds. Maybe I will have to chase the moon tomorrow. Psyche, I shared the mooncake with my roommate!

I met my counselor again this morning. I was complaining about school and she said this was the first time she saw me getting angry. But I didn't express much of my anger about my mother.

So, she said I was kicking the dog. That is, I project my anger elsewhere, and not directing to my mother, the source of most of my anger.

This is strange. I have never thought about it this way. I simply cannot show my anger towards my mom. This is automatic yet I'm still very angry at her. I just don't show my anger.

I don't know what to do. So, my assignment this week is to think about my goal in the next sessions.