October 25, 2006, 10:02pm

I'm finally trying to relax. I was out to have a pumpkin party with friends. Yeah, it's in the evening so I had to drive. No bus after 6:15pm in this small town.

As always, anxious.

Then we watched "The Lake House" together. The movie has a car accident and a guy dies... Then I was anxious all the way. Come on, please drive safe. Please watch out for traffic before crossing the road. Please...

Then, the task after party was to find my car. I didn't remember exactly where I parked. So my two friends and I were walking around in the parking lot looking for my car for 5 minutes in the windy, dark, and cold evening.

Ahhhh... driving...